lost my smile

beautiful sprinkles of life makes me feel better at times
though the essence of commitments brings back tat fear to me
which i'm afraid time is taking a lot here , y this partiality to my life
know, gone are those days which were filled with ecstasy
don make me believe tat tide of change have done injustice again!!
i'm not asking y me................. i'm sad bcuz it was u! '
So i never wanted u to b on tat end...u were angel to me than a human!
If i had an option i would have taken it...this bloody mind acts so bastard at times
i fear loneliness but now i fear commitment more...
thanks again to tat every sleepless nite wen u took me to sleep.......
I wish my last nite to be same!!!!