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I was jst exhibiting those spree of creativity which got evoked wen i had gone thru those emotional turmoil....well any person would be springing it.... not only me(hehehehe)!! The hard fact is those days are gone wen i had an average perspection towards Devdas, Ramannan and Romeo..so called romantic kings creations " , they doesnt deserves tat respect for creativity anymore(ofcourse i repeat, its only my view point).May be this whole chapter in my life jst exposed the vulnerability with which i was depending on a particular person, As i always thought...the human mind is an ocean of unpredictable tides with a beautiful lullaby attached.. There's always an extra luminious of light to be counted on even wen struggling with unhelable wounds of life . May be all these 'heart broken hero' creators had gone thru a simillar jinx in their life! ..so less kudos to them than before(in my perspection)..!


i must tell u ...at times this notebook , my bike , my mob , my cam really takes me to a different world altogether ....hard to imagine it doesnt have any life !! but those patches of time which were filled cursing this ________ life of mine, undoubtly it acts as a grt relief...... :-)...

lost my smile

beautiful sprinkles of life makes me feel better at times
though the essence of commitments brings back tat fear to me
which i'm afraid time is taking a lot here , y this partiality to my life
know, gone are those days which were filled with ecstasy
don make me believe tat tide of change have done injustice again!!
i'm not asking y me................. i'm sad bcuz it was u! '
So i never wanted u to b on tat end...u were angel to me than a human!
If i had an option i would have taken it...this bloody mind acts so bastard at times
i fear loneliness but now i fear commitment more...
thanks again to tat every sleepless nite wen u took me to sleep.......
I wish my last nite to be same!!!!